Well things are going pretty good, except that Kevin broke his hand Easter Sunday so itll be a lilttle while longer before he can get a job. Tonight I am staying with my grandparents (for a couple days) because gas is killing me and i dont have enough money to make it last. I shall relish the day I do not have to drive to Sulphur every day to  go to that hellhole i call work. Times are rough, but when the going gets tough, the tough get going.  

It has been raining so much lately that my yard looks like a herd of green wooly mammoths in a watering hole. We get gas for the lawn mower and it rains so much that it takes days to dry. Gah. We’ll get it eventuallly.  

A lot has transpired since my last post. I broke up with Terry, i came to realize i didn’t love him like that. The only man ill ever love like that is my estranged husband. It wasn’t fair to terry to keep leading him on, however unintentional it may be. Me and Kevin are trying to work things out.  I don’t know if this is a sure thing but I’m willing to give it a whirl . I’m trying to just take it slow but it’s so hard when you’ve waited on this moment for so long. If this works out, it’ll be my greatest wish coming true.

Definitely getting one like this! ^.^ Who says I have to stop at -one- wolfie tatt?

Hmm I really like this one, hard to choose :/

Time after time, I’ve been asked why I like wolves so much. I’ve always felt a strong connection with them, and numerous people across many religious have told me they felt the wolf was my guiding spirit. I’m a Christian, and we don’t believe believe in guiding spirits per say, but we believe in guardian angels. Could it be that maybe my Guardian Angel is a wolf? Yes or no, I still feel that connection. If there was a wolf zodiac sign, I’d wish I was born under it. (I’m a Taurus for those curious to know)

Not only wolves beautiful, but I associate them with many characteristics I consider having myself : loyalty, honor, fidelity, intelligence,  and the will to fight ferociously and even die for someone or something I hold dear. 

It’s no surprise then that I desire to make my first tattoo that of a wolf. Will post pics when I can afford to get one and succeed in doing so ^.^  

Ireland.

Welp this is my first post on here. I don’t know quite know what to write except I’m scared as hell and loathing every minute at my current job. No, I’m not scared of my job, I’m scared of not having a job because of all the freaking debt I’m thanks to my ex-husband.  Hopefully I find another job soon. Hard to break that bond though since I been there for almost 7 years.  But I’m too hard-headed to give up so easily. If they want me gone, they better be prepared for a fight ^^

My family doesn’t like my boyfriend and i don’t know why or how to make them quit being so damn judgmental. Everyone thinks he’s trying to control me or some shit but that’s far from the truth. I control the relationship because he knows if he makes me mad he doesn’t get any of this good stuff Ha ha. Anyway Terry’s an awesome guy, hes got his issues but we all do. He treats me like gold and takes every chance he gets to tell me just how much he loves me. So, even though I wish my family liked him, I’m not sweating the haters ;)

On a side note the band My Darkest Days totally rocks my socks ^.^ and so does Rihanna’s “Roc Me Out”